Estranged - Itu Kamu (Muzik@Ria)

This band is probably one of the only Malaysian bands I listen to. Awesome song i reckon.

changed layout

I'm still not sure if it is better than the last,
I hope you all like.

hope

Hoping for a chance at a new job. I have been applying for new jobs for the past couple of days. I am tired of my current one. The odd hours, the long travelling time, it is starting to take its toll on me. I sometimes find myself giving excuses to skip work, a sign that I don't enjoy it anymore. Feeling depressed.

But it is ok. I guess its life. Keep moving forward.

photo updates.. long overdue

I am just going to post some random photos up for all to see.

I just finished an online quiz, rushed through 30 multiple choice questions in 1 hour. I decided to be smart and thought of just using the textbook as reference to the answers, instead of actually studying beforehand. Instead of the estimated 2 minutes per question, I spent more than that, half the time flipping through the textbook! It was a clocked quiz, so I had no choice in the matter. Luckily for me, I made it in time. Never again will I attempt a quiz before studying for it, even with a book handy nearby.

I think I spent more time flipping through the textbook than the question itself.

Anyway, enjoy the pics. Most of them are of friends from back home. I miss home. As usual I don't know why I always have pictures of people doing weird things. Never a decent picture.

Fierce couple

Happy couple


Couple? You think? Guess.

Another couple

Couple


*cough* yet another couple


definitely not a couple

triple


Quadple
(don't know what they call it)

Have you noticed the trend?
No?
Not yet?
Still no?
Come on, I know you do.
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Gawd you people are hopeless.
The guy with the mole!
*drum roll*
I introduce to you, the class slut.

Okay, enough of fun and games.
Back to business.

eBay = eVil

I can NOT, mentally and physically stop myself from surfing eBay. I do it when I wake up, I do it while I'm eating, I do it whenever I touch the computer. It is like an addiction, I somehow rank it the same as to smoking, only worse. Just one click would usually be equivalent to 6-7 packets of cigarettes, and that is a helluva lot of packets. I am not saying that I smoke though, just a comparison.

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I don't even know why cigarettes came into mind, maybe it is because I'm stressed.
Two exams tomorrow. 12 chapters to read all in all.

Chapters read, none.
Time left till first exam, 15 hours.
What am I doing, blogging, thinking of cigarettes, surfing eBay/eVil, procrastinating.

I am officially out of my mind. That packet of cigarettes is starting to look really reeaaallly inviting right now.

*click* *click*

*pause*

Oh my gawd I just won yet another item on eBay.

*Update*

Chapters read, none.
Time left till first exam, 14 hours.
Items won, 1.
What am I doing, blogging, thinking of cigarettes, surfing eBay/eVil, procrastinating, thinking of ways to pay for the new item.

t.v junkie

Something to pass the time with.
My new favourite show.

Brothers and Sisters.


If only I could just sit at home and watch tv all day.

guess what came in the mail

bored? try this

If bored, try this

http://web.tickle.com/tests/uiq/index_main.jsp

The Classic IQ Test
What's Your IQ?

Congratulations, ******!
Your IQ score is 138

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Visionary Philosopher. This means you are highly intelligent and have a powerful mix of skills and insight that can be applied in a variety of different ways. Like Plato, your exceptional math and verbal skills make you very adept at explaining things to others — and at anticipating and predicting patterns. And that's just some of what we know about you from your IQ results.

I was bored alright? At least it helped me kill a few minutes of my time.

outbidded

I hate getting outbidded on eBay. I hate I hate. It is practically impossible trying to bid for something at a dirt cheap price. I keep losing, I am always the next person in line to win. ARghhhh!
It is so close, yet so far. I hate that feeling. I hate losing. I hate being second.
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Ok, I'm done letting off steam. Cool down. I think the reason why I am losing all these treasure bids is because I am not bidding smart enough. I should just bid an extra 10 dollars 5 seconds before end time. That is what I should do. Aren't I a genius? Let us just hope that I win the next bidding item which will end in the next 5 minutes. Wish me luck all!

Will update later on how it went.

*edit*

*round of applause*

I won a bid. Finally. The tactic worked! I'm grinning like a little girl, who just managed to coax her dad to buy her that doll-house she always wanted, or that little pony she saw at the Easter show. Bah! I'm on cloud nine right now.

*edit*

.... Looks like I spoke too soon. The seller isn't answering to my questions regarding payment. There are two different bank numbers on the payment page. I have been trying to contact the seller for 5 days now, no answer. Thank gawd I checked before making payments. pfftt.... *annoyed*

Second seller, for some odd reason I cannot make payments to him/her through paypal. "Seller cannot currently receive payments through PayPal". Problem is, the seller wishes to ONLY receive payments through paypal! In a way this is good for me because I've got insurance if the seller ends up being a fake. Even with the insurance, I'm already having second thoughts. I noticed that the seller, has not made ANY transactions through eBay before. There are loads of items on his page for sale. Most of which have already ended, but why no feedbacks from any of the past transactions? At this moment, Seller reads (0) for transactions and feedbacks. Is this a whole scam? Should I go ahead and make payment? I went through all that trouble of getting up at 4am in the morning to place the bid and won! Why now? Why me? pfftt....*annoyed again*

Easter holidays are here

A few more days until the two week long Easter break. Time sure flies by when you're not paying enough attention, and rent is due this Friday too, ouch...
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Ok I admit, I'm bludging, procrastinating, again. As usual. I am in the midst of studying and getting some work done but I just keep putting it off. One minute I am studying, the next second watching television, playing playstation, surfing the net, studying, surfing the net.....
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Gawd I can't wait till I graduate.

back, but for how long?

Yes, it has been a while. To tell you the truth, I am in the midst of getting my act together. With the new place, bills to pay, university, and work. Nothing is as it used to be. All I can say, is that I was in one of those moods where I find myself in a trough, and it is high time I start climbing out of it. Time to change.

Anyway for those of you who have been bugging me to start blogging again, yeah I hear you. Gawd, even my mum doesn't annoy me this much. *wipes sweat*

Shall come up with some pics of the new place. A little empty though. Typical bachelor pad I think. Catch you guys later.

Sometimes, you need to be cruel

The phone rings, I read the caller-ID, and I decide to let it keep on ringing. I admit, I can be a coward sometimes, I choose to avoid confrontation. When it comes to relationships, one can never please everyone. If you don't want to read about me whinge, I would advice you to stop reading now. I am just going write about whatever is on my mind right now. I keep beating myself up over small and measly things. I'm getting tired of it already. I just want to rant, and let it all out.

I have an annoyance in my life right now. She lives a couple of doors away, which is a scary thought. Its not that she is a bad person or anything, in fact, she is a really really nice person. Why am I being such a bastard then? Plain and simple, there is nothing coming from my end. I don't feel the attraction, and this has been the case often enough, which I personally think, is kinda scary. Am I that heartless? If only we're born built with a built-in 'on-off' switch which we can use whenever it conveniences us. She likes me? But there is nothing coming from my end? No worries, I'll just switch on the 'like-back' switch. Everything works out, everybody is happy. but am I? I've learnt to build this brick wall around me for years now. Yes, I'm no stranger to this situation before. I have had a couple before, and I'm not being smuck or happy about it, in fact, the total opposite. I feel like absolute shit because I'm causing someone else pain, and it totally smashes my conscience.

Second call comes after a few hours. I'm on my bed, reading a book. Same caller, second time, no excuses now. I pick up the phone. I say hi, wish her a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. I put on my game face, I try to act cool, but in actual fact, I'm absolutely terrified. She returns the greeting, then gets straight tp the point. Her computer is acting weird she claims. There is something wrong with her DOS-system, and it is effecting her whole computer. She asks if I knew what the problem is. I have no idea. I admit to her that I'm not very useful when it comes to these technical things. I swear I'm not. That is why I use IBM. They have a terrific recovery system fitted into their laptops. If something happens, just hit the 'recover button'. Everything reverts back to first-time use. No worries. No re-installing, no CDs, no hassle. Just remember to back up your important files into an external storage before you do. Okay, I'm straying away from the main topic here. She asks me to come over to have a look. Shit. I knew it was coming, she had already made other attempts to get me over, a swim at her pool a few weeks ago, to which I politely declined. An attempt to get me to go over for drinks and maybe go to a club after, again, another lame excuse to avoid it. Now she is asking me to come over to help fix her computer. I say that I have no idea when it comes to these things, I offer that she get someone who is more experienced, or maybe someone who knows more. A pause, and then I note a hint of disappointment in the tone of her voice. Dammit, a stab to the chest there. I said sorry ( I actually meant it), and tried to change the subject. I asked her of her plans for the new years. Before she could answer, I say that I'm going to the city with friends to watch the fireworks and go out for a night of drinking and partying. What was said after that, I can't recall. I don't even remember what she said that she was going to be doing. I remember wishing her a happy new years, and saying goodbye. I again note the hint of disappointment and sadness in her voice when she wished me back.

I now feel absolutely shit at the moment. I feel like an arsehole, a bastard. I hate this feeling. I really want to start all over again. But who am I kidding? It won't change, it will always be a one way emotion. My heart is numb, it has no feeling. Why are you still persistent? Does it pay to be cruel at times? I need advice.

Patience

Christmas this year was different. My first time celebrating it without me mum, brother and sister. It was, daunting in a way. So I spent Christmas eve with relatives, and Christmas day with my aunt and some of her close friends who invited us over to their house for lunch and dinner. My first Christmas, Italian style. The food was fantastic by the way.

It is Boxing Day now. I decided to stay home, recouperate, clean my room, box some of my things. Once the new year starts, I'd be back to work, 6 days a week. Did I mention that I am currently looking for a new place to stay? Yes, I'm looking, again. This time I will be looking for a place to rent with a friend. Someone I know, someone that I can relate to. A bloke who speaks English, at least.

There are loads of things on my 'to do list' at the moment.
1. Book my ticket home (I procrastinate)
2. Find a new place to rent
3. Get driver's license (I hate carrying my passport out to clubs just to prove my age)
4. Clean my room (carpet is slowly turning a darker shade)
5. Box unused belongings
6. Do some laundry (I've got 10 days worth of unwashed clothing piled up at a corner of my room)

I can't wait for the new year. I can't wait to see whats in store for me in the new year. Patience man, patience.

And yeah, one of my favourite old time group is back. I hope they don't disappoint. Take That is back.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Just want to wish everyone a very MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I'm just going to be frank, I have been utterly busy with work for the past couple of weeks, and since the holidays are here, I have been yet again, busy with partying and enjoying the break from work. I will 'try' to update as much as possible during the break, but no promises though.

I have been partying and committing every sin possible since Friday. Well, except killing and coveting thy neighbour's wife. Hopefully things start to mellow down in the next couple of days. I hope you all have a marvelous holiday.

All the same

I came across this video while surfing around Youtube.com. Yes, I was that bored, and hungry for new songs. I discovered this by chance though, and, the clip is totally awesome. I liked the whole concept of this video.

The song is by an Australian band called 'Sick Puppies'.

i find this, disturbing

I found 'these' items spread out on the kitchen counter this evening. I am absolutely dumbfounded at the moment. I live with two girls, and a couple. No pets, and definitely, no babies. So why the bottles? I can only imagine. They were not only baby bottles, but 'kiddy' type of bottles, the ones with cartoon characters on them, not forgetting the cover.

At this point I don't even know if I should laugh, or panic. Are one of my housemates keeping an animal in the house that I am not aware of? Or is someone here trying to raise a family? Or worse.... okayyyy... forget it. Or are they?

This is starting to creep me out.

oh.. my..gawd.. i live with retards

My house is full of retards I tell you. One couple with daily relationship problems isn't enough, but another housemate is now going through the phase with her boyfriend. One of the girls is now on the phone, with her boyfriend. Fighting, crying. Sigh. She has been like this for a couple of days now. When will it end?!

*edit*

Shit, an hour has passed, it is 3am in the morning, and the girl is still crying over the phone. Why am I complaining? Because the phone is directly outside my room. I can still hear her crying there, for more than an hour, wait..make that two!

*edit*

OMG, she just hung up the phone..and made yet ANOTHER CALL to someone else! It is bloody 4am in the morning! Don't you people sleep?!

and then, there were 5

It is official, landlord and girlfriend are now, living together. Great. More noisy day AND nights. This close proximity will only bring about more quarrels, more fights. Well, since the guy is moving in, the fuckhole better increase the internet download limit. If he keeps it at the same limit, but still charges me the same amount, I'm seriously going to fuck him. Well, not in that direct sense. I'm definitely not gonna pay so he can suck up the download bytes. And since the new girl moved in, there has been yet another person sucking on the internet. When there were only 3 people using the net, I paid $20 a month. Lets see if he still charges me the same when I pay the next rent. If he does, I'm seriously going to have to ask him to show me the records and bills. I'm not paying no shit till he actually shows me what I'm actually paying for. Gawd only knows how much EXTRA I'm paying him at the moment.

I'm also going to have to see the electricity bill. It is getting close to summer, so the days are getting really really hot. And, I know that the bitch switches on the air-conditioning whenever nobody else is at home. She does this when nobody is at home, but right before any one us, the other housemates return, she always switches it off. I'm waiting to see if he does charge us for the use as well. This is the beginning of a new, healthy relationship. Gawd, I can't wait to move out.

kitchen conversations

Business was slow at the restaurant today. It was very, very relaxed. So what do people do when they're not busy preparing meals, taking orders, or waiting on diners? They muck around, and most of the time, they gossip. Well, gossip isn't the appropriate word to use, it was more like, an exchange of information. Advice, opinions, whatever. Topic of the day? Sex.

And as usual, I was the center of attention. I was the youngest, un-married bloke around the kitchen, the most obvious victim to pick on. Conversations revolved around the opinions of girth, circumference, lenght, prolonging, caucasians, asians, rubber bands (oh my gawd), and the rest, I'll just leave it to your imagination.

I later learnt that boss-head-waiter's girlfriend was Miss Malaysia 2002. No wonder she looked awfully familiar the first time I met her. So further conversation and gossip shifted from the usual victim, to boss-head-waiter. The married chefs took turns harassing him about the whole affair, how'd he manage to pull it off, how does she look like, figure, all things imaginable. Because the chefs were quite new, none of them have seen her before, except the few of us who have been there since the opening of the restaurant. Only thing is, boss-head-waiter is shorter than his girlfriend ex-model-ex-miss-malaysia, by a few inches. So how did he pull it off? Hrmm... I will have to remember to ask him that the next time I see him. Interesting. Whats his secret I wonder?

trying something new

I got bored today, so I tried something new with Photoshop.

As you can see, I had loads of spare time on my hands.

Still, its a working progress.